A photo of me when i was.. EErrrmmm.. Can't remember... Hahaaa...


This entry is for my mum.. U might not like reading it but here goes..........



Learnt something new abt myself... My mum told me how i got my name... This is roughly how the story goes.. Its a conversation of my MUM and her sis, My Auntie..



Scenaro: My mum was maybe ard 7-8 months pregnant.

(Conversation was in Malay so for the benefit of the readers, its translated in English)

Auntie : If that baby in ur tummy is a Boy, we name him Muhammad Ariff k?

Mum : Yeah.. That's a nice name.

Auntie : So that when he grows up, he'll be smart.

*Ariff means Bijak which means smart.

Soon after, I was born and that was how i got my name.



Hahaa... Kind of cool thinking abt how a simple conversation could mean so much to a person. May be not so much. But i means alot to me. Hhahaa...



You can call me a mummy's boy but i cuddnt care less. Cuz i love my mum. Most of us are afraid to admit that but i'm not ashamed. I'm here cuz she's here. She is my bestest frend. The can tell sumthing is right or sumthing is wrong just by the look on my face. Sumtimes i do lie but i can't keep it from her too long. She just seems to be able to "read off my forehead". We joke alot and the reason why i am so cheerful and love helping others (eventhough i dun get anything in the end or sumtimes get stepped on) it becuz i got it from mummy. The main reason why we are so close is becuz, mummy's b'dae is on the 21st and i'm on the 22nd september. Ladies imagine... Ur 24th b'dae's today and the next afternoon... U gave birth and Vvuulla... A baby.. That is the reason why i respect my mum. So young and she already had my sister and me. Gosh! I wonder hw my parents went through those days.



My mum used to tell me stories on how hard life was and sumtimes i am amazed feel like crying... What can i say, virgos.. We're emotional... ahahaa... These stories also kept me strong and is more of an inspiration to keep the drive and to tell myself that i can pull through no matter wad! Which also tells me that everyone will have to go through some tough times. The reason why its called "tough times" its becuz u just get stronger once u passed it.



To Hidayat... I know u have been through tougher times and for that personally u're sumone i look up to. U din crumble when challege came. U stood up and u went tru it. The best thing is that u din show nor expess any of it... May u have the strength and courage to go thru any obstacle... Aightz..



Till then.. Take care y'all...









....wished i was dead on 13/09/2008....