Saturday, August 23, 2008
Fack tap.
Damn.. Not really liking the ways things are at the moments but in the words of an instructor, "Well, life has to go on..." Now i
knoe exactly how
Yat feels. It feels like shit when u can't do much in the day but expect for a phone call that you don't freaking, and i mean FREAKING, know coming or NOT. Now the song Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold sounds rite. My gig is today and
i'm still up watching Miami Ink. Love the time i have but not liking the BILLS that's in my head. Freaking pissed at myself now. Dunno wad to do. Down and out at the moment. Dun feel like going out. Rather wait in agony as the days go by. But deep down i know that there is no challenge we can't go
tru. We'd just have to dig deep and find the solution.
I just hope that i
wun be a loner that i used to be. So uptight, dun talk
a lot, just answer what i have to and stay silent. But i guess that's wads best for me at the moment. Well, who gives a shit
abt me anyways. I dun have to go anywhere.. I'm
alr invincible. Pretty
shitified ey.
Hahaa.. Well, my
fren that's life i guess. Till then. I guess
I'll still answer calls and stuffs. But u
wun b seeing much of me in the near future. As of Monday,
I'm a stay-home boy..... ... ... ... ...
I'm just not liking myself at the moment.... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
Just for the fun of it, this is the lyrics for the Avenged Sevenfold that i mentioned earlier.
Dear God
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah
(Chorus)
Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think
Of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories
Will have to help me through, oh yeah
Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade
shawterned at 2:14 AM