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Saturday, February 04, 2006
"Life's Turning Point"
I started sumting bad last year..
My close friends din really noe abt it till recently..
I dun really noe hw it started but here's how it goes...
It was during the CPTC days..
I started hanging wif sum friends..
They were smoking and....
I was jus plain curious...
So i tried...
It was a mintly smoky feeling in the throat...
Cant really explain the feeling but i soon adapted to it..
Then i tried other brands..
An soon i became the "Smoke Machine"...
I mean so what if i smoke...
I dun bother ppl...
Who cares anyways...
I'm wif my friends and we're all smoking...
I dun feel at all that smoking was bad..
Eventhough i noe that smoking doesnt do me any good...
After that i became heavier each day...
Day by day...
Box by box...
And soon realise that i wasn't jus trying but..
I'm addicted...
It was bad when i din have a cigarette..
Cant sleep, cant concentrate and practically dying...
That was when i started to cut down on the "FUEL" consumption...
Soon i was back to being a social smoker...
One who smokes only with company...
And soon enuf my friends got to noe...
BUT not all...
Then one day i got a reality check from BOB...
He is the best example in life that i should follow...
He told me everything that i am and everything that i was...
I'm drifting away....
That's wad he told me...
Eventhough he has got his own probs...
What really touched me was that...
Somehow in the back of his mind and heart..
He was worrying about me...
He's afraid that i might wonder too far off n never come back..
He told me that even during CPTC i can be smoking...
Even w/o anyone offering...
What more can happen when in serving the nation...
The ppl there are more daring and very persuassive...
And i being the gullable me that i am..
Will sure fall into the arm of...
Drinking, clubbing, drugs and finally...
Into the arms of the law....
If im not carefull with my future steps....
So that was when i made a promise to him...
That i am gonna quit..
The one i'm holding in my hand rite now is the last box...
Left with one stick..
And i'm smoker-free...
My mum recently knew anout it but...
I told her that i jz started it 2 mths ago...
I know my mistakes...
And i'm ready to make this change...
I din noe that i had so much friends that do really care for me...
BOB, Squidee, Te Bah, Ariz, Eyeni and more...
(and i'm sure if 2 other friends noe i would have lost them)
I'm not keeping it away from u...
But its jus that i dun wanna make u 2 hate me...
THANK YOU GUYZ!!!
You are the reason i'm here...
And u are the reason i'm gonna QUIT!!!
*BOB if u're reading this...
I hope i can really put my words into action this time!!
Thank You Guys Again!!
Peace Out yall!!!
and for those who are smoking and reading this...
QUIT!!!!
before its too late!!!!
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